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Old 01-11-2019, 12:59 AM   #1
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ugh. not looking for sympathy or any cry baby bull shit. when is enough enough? Got a good wife, good kid and stability. my health is failing. I have some kind of seizures that leave me laying on the floor. constant black eyes and bruises from falling. been playing guitar for 25 years and cant even control my hands anymore. been fortunate enough to have a lot of cool cars and good jobs. lots of good friends. been through multiple doctors and test after test to find a spot on my brain that controls my motor skills. not saying I am going to do anything stupid. just sitting here and wondering about life.
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Old 01-11-2019, 01:02 AM   #2
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All things must pass, just remember that when thinking about your despair and pain. New joys and happiness can and will come.
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Old 01-11-2019, 01:03 AM   #3
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All things must pass, just remember that when thinking about your despair and pain. New joys and happiness can and will come.
hopefully so I just dont see it anymore. maybe im just tired
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Old 01-11-2019, 07:15 AM   #4
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hopefully so I just dont see it anymore. maybe im just tired
If you can afford it take some time off and rest/spend time with the fam
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Old 01-11-2019, 07:40 AM   #5
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Stay strong for your family and look into whatever treatment options are available, including holistic.
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Old 01-11-2019, 07:42 AM   #6
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hang in there. It will get better or it won't, but you can still find joy in life. I lost a friend in 2018 to cancer, up till the last days he was still one of the most full of life people I've met. If he can find joy in life so can we all. as always, if you need an someone to vent to, you've got a full website of people here for you.
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Old 01-11-2019, 08:43 AM   #7
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My brother in law is a Neurologist, let me know if you'd like his info and maybe he can help you?
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Old 01-11-2019, 08:45 AM   #8
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Hang in there... mental attitude is everything, don't give up hope.

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Old 01-11-2019, 08:50 AM   #9
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Hang in there man! Everyone has something they are battling...others lack in your good areas.
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Old 01-11-2019, 11:28 AM   #10
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You taking any meds for the seizures?
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Old 01-11-2019, 12:44 PM   #11
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been through multiple doctors and test after test to find a spot on my brain that controls my motor skills.
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Old 01-11-2019, 01:33 PM   #12
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I wish you well. Try to keep a positive outlook and appreciate the moments that you spend with your family. Maybe you can find a solution to the issue.
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:00 PM   #13
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If you can afford it take some time off and rest/spend time with the fam
actually been off work for a year Dec 22nd. they saw me have a seizure and were quick to cut the cord even though I was there for 14.5 years.
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:03 PM   #14
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My brother in law is a Neurologist, let me know if you'd like his info and maybe he can help you?
please send the info. I have been to three so far and they just want to keep me doped up it seems. just frustrating
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:07 PM   #15
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thanks everyone. I appreciate all of the comments. not sure why I made the post I guess just a "poor me" moment. taking a couple meds for the seizures but I guess they haven't found the right combo because they keep happening or maybe I am just pretty fucked up lol.
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:12 PM   #16
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Damn man, sorry to hear. As we get older health shit is happening to all of us, no one is immune. Don't give up hope, keep looking for that right Dr. that will be willing to help your situation.
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:21 PM   #17
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Damn man, sorry to hear. As we get older health shit is happening to all of us, no one is immune. Don't give up hope, keep looking for that right Dr. that will be willing to help your situation.
man I hope so. wife is working 2 jobs right now. state pulled my driver licence . and i feel like shit watching her bust her ass for us. i just think I need to find some kind of job so i don't feel like such a damn fucking burden
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Old 01-11-2019, 02:39 PM   #18
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man I hope so. wife is working 2 jobs right now. state pulled my driver licence . and i feel like shit watching her bust her ass for us. i just think I need to find some kind of job so i don't feel like such a damn fucking burden
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Old 01-11-2019, 03:01 PM   #19
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man, that's rough. Hopefully the docs can find a solution. My mom's husband was a pilot, but developed a tremor that looked like parkinsons. Meds helped for a bit, though it didnt stop it. He got into an experimental program where they put probes in his brain and use an electrical stimulation that targets the parts of his brain that cause it. There might be something out there that can help.
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Old 01-11-2019, 03:06 PM   #20
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there are some insurance companies hiring "estimators" that review and write estimates from the images take by customers on an app. your work from home. i think triple a was one of them.

i have seen these estimates, so you do not have to know anything about fixing a car. trust me bro.
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