Jester is gone

[lincolnboy]

My deepest Condolences. Ya don't dwell on his pain or how he left a void. Not everyone can be saved. I recently lost a long time friend since 1997. I regret not staying in touch within the last ten year. Prayers and blessing to these two families.

[sig239]

sad , i will miss the little fucker . always enjoyed our talks , navy/marine thing . but i am pissed at him because of what he left behind . the ones who loved him and depended on him far outweighed any demons he had to deal with . guys need to think of the void you will leave . i lost a lot of brothers from my era but most to drugs not suicide . my pop always said you leave the demons of war where they fall , dont bring them home with you .

fair winds and following seas little brother .

Easily said. But as some one who's been there you stop thinking about everything but making the demon go away. You just want off the ride no mater what.

[BLAKE]

sad , i will miss the little fucker . always enjoyed our talks , navy/marine thing . but i am pissed at him because of what he left behind . the ones who loved him and depended on him far outweighed any demons he had to deal with . guys need to think of the void you will leave . i lost a lot of brothers from my era but most to drugs not suicide . my pop always said you leave the demons of war where they fall , dont bring them home with you .

fair winds and following seas little brother .

Wisdom in these words. His demons were real enough to him. You’re right on about the void. That’s the thing that haunts me the most. You don’t get to wield that much charisma and then check out. I’ve got whiplash.

[bubbaearl]

sad , i will miss the little fucker . always enjoyed our talks , navy/marine thing . but i am pissed at him because of what he left behind . the ones who loved him and depended on him far outweighed any demons he had to deal with . guys need to think of the void you will leave . i lost a lot of brothers from my era but most to drugs not suicide . my pop always said you leave the demons of war where they fall , dont bring them home with you .

fair winds and following seas little brother .

[Tx Redneck]

Likewise.

I'mgenerally an intorvert, so I have difficulty in public settings. Hell, often times, I feel a bit out of place among friends I've known for years.

I've been a member here since I was 21 maybe.I consider this place a second home. My door is always open, and phone lines free!

Sent from my SM-G973U using Tapatalk

Same, but I was 18 or 19, I'm about to be 42. :/

If you don't have my number and want/need to talk, don't hesitate to pm me for my number.

Bryan

[black2002ls]

This has made me realize I only know most of you on here and not in real life... but I've known most of you here longer than anyone I spend time with day to day.

if you are having a bad go with life right now pm me with your number. I will call you asap and talk about what ever. I'm tired of seeing people go in the ground. as gay as it sounds, I love all of you sons of bitches. this planet needs you guys.

Likewise.

I'm generally an introvert, so I have difficulty in public settings. Hell, often times, I feel a bit out of place among friends I've known for years.

I've been a member here since I was 21 maybe.I consider this place a second home. My door is always open, and phone lines free!

Sent from my SM-G973U using Tapatalk

[sig239]

Sucks, If I saw a post by him I always checked it out because I knew it would be a good laugh. So many people making this choice today.
Don't know what his demons where, but hope he's at peace we need to check in on friends more often. Lot of pressure with covid affecting people's life's in different ways.

[BLAKE]

I hear you man. Luckily some of my best real life friends have come from this place.

[4bangen]

This has made me realize I only know most of you on here and not in real life... but I've known most of you here longer than anyone I spend time with day to day.

if you are having a bad go with life right now pm me with your number. I will call you asap and talk about what ever. I'm tired of seeing people go in the ground. as gay as it sounds, I love all of you sons of bitches. this planet needs you guys.

[Shorty]

I never met him but he was so open about his life on the boards that I feel I knew him well. RIP

[Mike]

Levi was one of the first people I met at the original Sonic Beach meet.

RIP dude.

[BLAKE]

Fuck. I’m sure you’ll be this way with Levi, but I’ve picked up the phone to call or text Forrest 1000 times. My mind is met with rage, then frustration, then overwhelming sadness, followed by guilt, then just missing my friend, and thinking of some random ass memory that only he and I shared that leads me to smile.

Yeah, that’s already happened, but I know it’ll happen more after some time passes. That “ok yeah… fuck.” Realization.

My memory of Levi was all of us riding around in the back of Doyn's 47 Hudson pickup on Congress Avenue singing Johnny Cash, "One Piece At A Time".

Oh yeah, that was a good time man.

[Frank]

My memory of Levi was all of us riding around in the back of Doyn's 47 Hudson pickup on Congress Avenue singing Johnny Cash, "One Piece At A Time".

[Sean88gt]

Adam sent me this pic this morning. Let’s be honest, Levi and Forrest are the coolest guys in this photo, lol.

Will miss you boys, always.

Fuck. I’m sure you’ll be this way with Levi, but I’ve picked up the phone to call or text Forrest 1000 times. My mind is met with rage, then frustration, then overwhelming sadness, followed by guilt, then just missing my friend, and thinking of some random ass memory that only he and I shared that leads me to smile.

[fordracing19]

Great memories

Sent from my SM-N950U using Tapatalk